Friday, April 29, 2005
{ 7:01 AM }
todae had tt CPL test. haiz..sho bad lorx..i mean myy drilss r sho sho lan4. heard tt our whole squad ishh gonna fail. haiz..sad manx..i tink we tried liaos lorx..bt the outcum, ishh worse dhen neva tryy, i guess. hahaas..everybordi bad mood. mii oso gena influence liaos lorx. dhen angryy, i sad. haiz..muz learn tuu control myy moods wat, sho..i control lorx..dhun let it out. hiz...learn tuu live moii life the fullest. wat ishh overr,ishh overr, the most important thing ishh tuu learn a lesson frm it, n neva do the same mistake again. o mien..all i wanna sae nw ishh..sorrie NCOs ferr gifing euu all such a dissappointment. trying myy best tuu improve bahx.
Saturday, April 23, 2005
{ 6:32 AM }
yesterdae went tuu chi high, did tt stupid presentation.hahas..dhen i tink we were good bahx..didnt luagh, manage tuu control miiself, bt guess wat? i was shivering. haiz..scary manx. hahas..at least it's all overr=))) i found out yesterdae, tt joy was using the comp...bt wasnt online. haiz..y didnt joy go online lehs? msn ishh such a nice thing tuu use, n yet, joy dunt realli use it tt much. haiz..cn joy ask moii more questions? u noew wat? joy replied moii le..told moii nort tuu quit. okies..i've alreadi decided nort tuu quit. i muz jia yous. hahaas..cn joy dunt b so wood? pls..u r NORT a puppet. u r NORT made of wood. pls..b more flexible. juz changed moii blogskins tuudae. nicee? hahaas..xams cuming le..muz work hard=))
Sunday, April 17, 2005
{ 12:17 AM }
got in2 a grave probie..u noe about the friendsterr thingy? about tt anti-teacherr thingy? i tell euu..those ppl who joined ishh unlucky lorx..this includes moii. n moii ishh so dumb. i even wrote a testi ferr one of the teacherr lorx. hais..got a tokk frm hiim. haiz..bt i realli felt vv bad. cuz he looks so damn sad. haiz..shuldnt haf done a thing lyk this. i tink i'm gonna kena fired as a ccl. haiz..cuz everybodi dislyks moii..wahahaaas...i haf no ren2 yuan2 in the ccl board bahs..unlucky moii. moii life shuld b called " a series of unfortunate events". hope everthing wuld b fiine ferr moii n moii friends. n i cn live moii life as per normal wifout being notorious in skul. moii gonna quit ccl board soon....
Saturday, April 09, 2005
{ 5:17 AM }
2dae gort meeting ferr our lit proj.dhen i found out sth..moii lines r so chao mani lorx..wonderr if i can memorise nort. scared scared..hahaas..we practiced a lot though..n obviousli wif script larz!..received joy's email 2dae. u noe wat? i tink joy n moii ishh sum how too far. n..i guess i'm the onli one who's asking the questions n he'll b the one who's alwaes answering it. y izzit lyk tt?? i dunt underrstand. i m starting tuu doubt the repli of tt email on 3rd of april. i tink it's juz a belated arpil fool joke tuu moii bahx..bt..i dunt noe..cuz he lyk no feeling lyk tt..hahaas..wat a joke. n trust mii believin' tt stupiid joke! dunt euu tink i'm stupiid? hahaas..nvm..i'll try tuu learn tuu b nort so uptight about all this. n learn tuu let go slowli. until the dae i learn tuu let go, will i treat euu as a friend again. hahaas..i'll dropp a tearr ferr euu everydae when tinking of euu until the dae i decided tt everything btwin uss ishh no longerr true. it's all hiistory..let's hope so..i keep liein' tuu moiiself tt i no longerr lyk euu..bt..soon, i found out tt..i cannot lie tuu moiiself cuz the more i lie tuu moiself, the moii i feel hurt. [badli defeated] yr words pierced thru' moii heartt lyk spears. it left moii bleeding wif out ani support or care. y muz euu do such a harm tuu moii? y?
Thursday, April 07, 2005
{ 6:58 AM }
received an email frm joy 2dae. hehees..so happi manx..bt..i tink joy's a bit wood larz..so tuu sae. i'm the onli one who seems so enthu lorx..asking all the question. dhen he's the one replin' all the ans.-_-''' hope we can meet up soon. wondered if he gort change nort euu noe? long tym no c. tmr ishh moii birthdae lehs..mii so happi. one year olderr! yay!! n i guess this ishh the best birthdae cuz Joy wiished moii a happi birthdae. yay!! happi birthdae gingerbread man.
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
{ 5:19 AM }
todae i tink we raawks lorx..both yee hui n qi miin did sum thing vv courageous lorz..n mii n huii shaan gort help larz..of course larz..if nort y we oso raawkx lehs?? hahaas..dey got deir ans although it wasnt vv good..bt a least dey noe wat dey r suppose tuu do nxt juz lyk moii. hahaas..heyys frienz..raawk on manx!!
{ 5:15 AM }
i asked hiim out. i actualli wanted tuu celebrate moii birthdae on 09042005 wan..bt he cant go..so..i decided tuu call it off lorx..c i so good tuu hiim. hahaas..i feel i'm vv mad about hiim lors..of course larx..eh..i waited ferr hiim ferr how long euu noe nort? tree years lehs!! hahaa..
{ 5:10 AM }
hahaas..i've gort tt email's repli liaoz..u noe wat?? when i first saw joy's name appearin' in the fiirst page, i was so scared. i was worried tt he wuld not gif moii the ans i want. i was oso xcited at the same tym larz..cuz i've been waitin' ferr it ferr quite a long tym bahz..dhen..luckili he replied moii wiff an sweet n nice repli tt made mii so happi. aft readiing hiis email, i felt tt i lyk hiim even more. he sae we can meet up sum tym euu noe? i wonderr how he'ld look lyk aft about two years lorx..same nort huh?!
Friday, April 01, 2005
{ 6:13 AM }
wat an April Fools dae. u noew wat? i lost a lot of thingys. i feel tt moii life ishh in a mess. carnt clear or rearrange it propeli.haiz..firstli, i lost moii necklace. silverr necklace wif a silverr cross. moii mum buyy wan lehs..if lost..dhen i DIE alreadi. i hate moiiself. if i hadnt take it off..if i had knew tt dere wasnt a uniform check..if i knew we wuld pump in our full u..if i had kept it propeli..dhen tis wuld neva happen!!!! mii ishh dumb..lost moii waterr bottle, pen n correction liquid. mii dumb. i realli hope i'll fiind it tmr when i reach skul. pls God..help mii fiind it lorx..tis ish important tuu mii. i go arond asking np peeps tuu help moii fiind. hahas..i noew the results alreadi lors..where got possbility ppl c wan lorx..so small. die liaos.
